[ 7.30.26 ] I feel like an idiot. I'm back into RP. Why. I'm too impatient for the waiting game. Guess what? I ended falling for it again. And I'm already committed. Nevermind. So I've been in it for a month already and so far, nothing. I guess I should really focus more into the website. I ended up losing focus every time. I'm playing Toon Blast on my phone to get to levels high enough that I actually earn money from it. I'm gambling. I'm trying to actually touch grass and play pinball. Actually, touching grass in Detroit is dangerous to one's health. Not like it matters: there are only two places I want to go in the city. Hence why I probably ended up getting back into RP. Eh, the endless cycle continues. [ 7.1.26 ] Did I seriously get back into RP? Will I finally work on my website and my race of characters? Will I finally get a satisfying blasting session? Will Gyradoren actually be respected (after what... SIX tries)? I have a feeling that I might end up batting zero... but then who knows? That's probably like asking if I will ever win a pinball trophy... something which I am 0 for 22 on... I should be focused on pinball. I should be focused on winning consoles from the arcade. I should be focused on my mental health. I should be focused on saving money for Doomsday San Antonio. My mind: superhero characters and endless lasers. ............................................sure.

.links. - [ blog ] - [ pinball journal ] - [ crosstown himself ] - [ roleplaying ] Looking for a new bank account? A new casino to play at? Play games to get free money? I have various referral links for many things. --------------------> [ referral links ] Want to send me money to further my arcade and pinball adventures? Or even to help me in other ways? I have Venmo for that. --------------------> [ venmo ] aaron j. wilburn, jr, page creator a.k.a. eight crosstown [ajw at crosstown.me]